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A number of you asked how to make a donation to Sheldan, well you can do it here: shelcam01@comcast.net

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From the fullness of our hearts, we thank you,
Colleen and Sheldan
PAO

Dear readers and listeners,

My very dear friend Sheldan Nidle had major surgery on his back last Thursday, October 12th, and remains in hospital in severe pain. It is hoped that in a few days he will be moved into the rehabilitation part of the hospital so that with physiotherapy and gentle exercise he will regain the ability to walk, which he has been unable to do for quite a number of weeks.

He and his beloved life partner, Colleen Marshall, are in need of your help through prayer and meditation, because the last few weeks of his immobility followed by the major surgical procedure has been, and continues to be exhausting for them both.

When he returns home he will have to use an electrically operated hospital bed which Colleen has ordered for him. Apart from that they have had numerous other heavy expenses due to his illness, so if any of you feel intuited to send him a donation in this his hour of great need, it will be most warmly, appreciatively, and gratefully received.

If you do not know of Sheldan here’s the link to a brief biography:  http://www.paoweb.com/bio.htm

and here is the link to his web site where there is a mine of pertinent information about him and his work:

http://www.paoweb.com/

Thank you for your kind attention to this call for help,

John.

  Saul Audio Blog for Saturday October 14th

As you wait expectantly and confidently for humanity’s Grand Awakening, continue to hold your Light on high, and continue to hold firmly to your intent to be only loving whatever arises.  Doing this is very powerful indeed because your intent combines with similar intentions held by others resulting in an exponential increase in the intensity of the field of Love in which humanity is firmly held, even while choosing to remain asleep within the illusion. It is the Light and the Love from you, the Light bearers and Light workers, seeping steadily and constantly into people’s awareness that is nudging them toward their moment of awakening.

You have all experienced being in the energy field of someone who is truly loving, and enjoying the feeling of warmth and acceptance that it provides.  Well, you are each “a someone like that” when you choose to be consciously loving whatever arises.  So be consciously loving every day as you go about your daily activities, because you incarnated to do this, because it is what you contracted to do, and because you are very good at it.

God is relying on you to bring humanity to its moment of awakening, not on your own of course, as you have limitless support – when you choose to ask for it.  However, you are in the forefront as the awakening process moves forward most purposefully, and your leadership and guidance are essential aspects of this hallowed process.  All of you who read and resonate with this and similar channeled messages do recognize and acknowledge the spiritual realms, but the vast majority of humanity chooses to remain unaware even of the possibility of their having a spiritual nature, let alone that it could be more real than the physical world with which they are so fully engaged.

The physical world seems very real to all within it, no matter how spiritually developed they may be, but those who are aware that their spiritual path is their primary purpose – Light bearers and Light workers – are far better able to deal with the stuff that is arising for all on Earth at this time in its evolutionary journey.  It is essential, therefore, that you do your meditation, contemplation, praying, chanting, or whatever spiritual practice in which you have chosen to engage, daily.  Do not spend time seeking the “right path,” because there are no wrong paths, stick with what you have chosen to use and allow it to grow and develop through your daily practice.  It is consistency of purpose that counts, not the particular path you have chosen to follow.  Know that whatever path you choose it is always in alignment with the divine Will, because that is your intent.  The fact that you seem to get very little if any feedback confirming this is immaterial.

Just remind yourselves at least daily, and if possible every waking hour, that you are each a perfect child of God, infinitely loved and completely acceptable in every moment.  Allow awareness of that to arise within you because it will indeed comfort you, and in feeling its comforting warmth you will know that you are indeed fully supported in every moment of your eternal existence.  There is no way you could not be because you are always, and without interruption, One with Father/Mother/God, the divine Source that is all that exists.

It often seems that you are alone, abandoned, but that is the nature of the illusion, it is, by its very nature, which is utterly unreal, divisive and separating.  But you are never alone because to be alone is impossible when all are One.  Don’t be fooled, don’t allow your piteous little egos to convince you otherwise, they depend on your separateness for their very survival.  When you allow yourselves to enter into awareness of your state of eternal oneness, even though you do not feel it strongly, you are choosing to reintegrate your egos with your higher selves and therefore with the One.  There is only One, and your egos are just tiny frightened aspects of your Self that are having a nightmare, and they will awaken into joy, where all have their sublime and eternal existence.

Your egos are a necessary part of being human, they can attend to your bodies and remind you of physical activities that your bodies need to engage in, such as eating and sleeping, to keep them fit, well, and healthy, for as long as you choose to occupy them.  Even though it often probably seems to you that you are for the most part just physical bodies struggling for survival in a hostile environment, where a moment’s inattention might cost you your lives, you are far more than you can possibly imagine, and truly you are fully engaged at all times in doing and being the Self you were created to be.

Sunk in the mists of the illusion, as you are, it is basically impossible for you to see and understand what magnificent beings you really are.  Its whole point is to hide this from you, and it seems to do this extremely well.  It was not meant to last, and it will not, being unreal, but while it seems real to you you must continue to develop your spiritual side, i.e. follow your homeward path to awakening and Reality.  And because you have more awareness of this than so many others, the onus is on you to maintain and strengthen your spiritual practices, thus assisting all to awaken, as you volunteered to do prior to incarnating.

You all have a very important divine purpose which you cannot fail to achieve.  You can slow down your progress by not attending to it as dutifully as you intended when you chose to incarnate.  We constantly send you messages through various uplifting and inspiring channels in order to help you stay on your task, and on the whole you are doing this very well indeed, as our reminders and encouragement spur you onwards by reminding you that you are invincible because you are the perfect and divine children of God.

So, I offer you one more reminder: “You are divine beings, at One with Source, permanently and infinitely supported, and you cannot fail to awaken because it is your will and God’s that you do so.”

With so very much love, Saul.

Saul Audio Blog for Thursday October 5th

Here in the spiritual or non-physical realms we are all delighted with the progress that you are making towards the awakening, which is now very close.  You have worked very well and very hard to bring it about, and you will not be disappointed.  To awaken is humanity’s divine destiny, it is inevitable and unavoidable, so relax in the inner knowing that you all have, that your awakening is no idle dream, that it is a real event which cannot be prevented or avoided.  The time for dreaming is over, now it is time to awaken into Reality.

Many of you have doubts – self-doubts, doubts about Reality, doubts about awakening, doubts about your sanity – release them with thanks, because they were necessary to ensure that you did not get caught up in egoic flights of fancy about a new illusion/dream to replace the very unsatisfactory one in which you have been ensconced for so long.  Reality is your eternal Home, and it is into this that you will awaken, and not into another illusion.

As you have been told so often, your awakening is inevitable.  Release your firm hold on doubts, they no longer serve you or humanity.  You are divine beings, perfect divine creations, who have very temporarily forgotten who you are – and you are about to remember.  There is only the One, the Source, the Mother/Father/God, and every sentient being ever created is completely one with and inseparable from that One.

The One is best described as an energy field or an ocean of incomprehensible power and creativity, and best identified – when you have to use words instead of direct knowing – as Love, Consciousness, Awareness.  Words are totally and completely inadequate to even attempt to define or describe the indefinable and the indescribable.  God is.  And, like God, so are you.  You are vast eternal beings, entities of Love, of Light, of Joy, temporarily lost in a dream or nightmare of seemingly endless fear, pain, suffering, and anxiety, in which occasional brief moments of happiness arise.

You were created to enjoy a wondrous life of eternal happiness, so why remain asleep when Reality enthusiastically awaits and encourages your awakening?  The welcome prepared for your awakening will amaze and astound you as you finally come to know how dearly loved you are.  There is nothing you can do to make yourselves more acceptable to Source because you were created perfect and it is impossible to improve on perfection.

Instead, go within daily to your holy inner sanctuary and fully accept the Love that resides there, patiently awaiting the moment when you choose to fully open your hearts to It.  Love is there for you, always, all that separates you from It is your withdrawal from It or your refusal to approach It because you fear that you are unworthy to receive Its divine embrace.  You are not unworthy, you have never been unworthy, you have just chosen to believe – because of your sins, your errors, and your mistakes, which are part of the illusion and are unreal – that Love would reject or condemn you.  But Love is unconditional in Its acceptance of each and every one of God’s beloved children.  Love wants only to reassure you of Its complete acceptance of you, just as you are, just as you were created, perfect.

I know that it is very difficult for you to understand and accept the truth of this while you remain in human form experiencing the illusion, with all its problems, pain, and suffering, as completely real.  You identify yourselves as your bodies, and as the feelings and experiences that the body undergoes.  Because you do that the illusion appears utterly real, and anything that does not have physical form seems unreal, unbelievable, illusory!  The illusion turns everything upside down, as you intended that it should when you built it.  You wanted it to seem utterly and completely real when you invented and constructed it, and so it does, and it will continue to do so until you choose to change your minds about it.  And, of course, it therefore makes the Real seem unreal!

When you go within you do get the sense, the feeling that you are unchanging.  You truly do not feel different to the person you were yesterday, or ten or fifty years ago.  Yes, your bodies have aged and deteriorated, but you, the self occupying the body, has not.  That shows you that you are ageless and timeless beings.  Yes, everyone eventually lays down their bodies.  The living essence that is you departs and moves on, leaving the body, the vehicle, the form that you used to experience the illusion, to decay and disintegrate.  It truly is no loss, because without it and the limitations with which it provided you, you find that are totally free, just as you were created.  Even enclosed in your physical forms you are free, you have just lost sight of that truth, or forgotten it, temporarily.

You are Light, you are Love, you are Free!

And the reason that that is true is because that is how you were created.  You are eternally perfect and everlasting divine creations, always, and without interruption, One with God, in your natural state of peace, harmony, and joy, the only state that exists – Reality.  Without each and every sentient being Reality, God, would be incomplete because all is created within God Who is All, and God, being All, can never be incomplete.  Therefore your eternal existence, without even a momentary interruption, is divinely assured.  Your awakening is just a discarding of your unawareness or forgetfulness of who you truly are.

You chose to invent and construct the illusion to play a game of separation from Source because you wanted to experience that impossible and utterly unreal state.  The only way to do that was through illusion, through unreality, and that meant hiding your true nature from yourselves, and temporarily totally forgetting about it.  Your physical forms are separated from each other, and yet, because you are pure energy, pure Love, you are not truly separated.  As modern science has shown, everything is connected to everything else, and everything affects everything else, even though that occurs outside your severely limited human awareness, and is consequently very difficult for you to understand and accept.  Your scientists have just as much difficulty with this concept, this truth, as you do.

So, to reiterate, separation is unreal, it is an illusory state that you built in which to experience the impossible.  You built it very cleverly and consequently it has convinced you, in your limited state of consciousness as humans, that it is real, just as you intended.  But you have had enough, separation is not fun, it is painful, unsettling, disturbing, in fact it is terrifying when you understand what it really means.  However, it is also impossible.  Therefore rejoice in the certain knowledge that it is utterly unreal and that you will awaken from it.

With so very much love, Saul.

Saul Audio Blog for Tursday September 28th

The energy of the Tsunami of Love is strengthening and intensifying daily, and many of you can feel it.  Many others, who remain very much involved in the 3D issues of daily life as a human, are also aware of and feeling these energies, which they find disruptive and confusing because they are bringing to the surface of their sensory faculties emotional issues that have lain buried or denied for a long time.  It is very unsettling for many.

The thing is that to awaken you have to release all that is not in alignment with Love – hatred, bitterness, resentment, judgment, worthlessness, etc.  Many are shocked to find how much is arising into their individual awareness.  They may think it is world or personal events – political, business, family, earth shifts, and extreme weather – that are disturbing their peace of mind, but truly it is their own unacknowledged “stuff” that is coming up to be recognized, forgiven, and released.  And it will keep on coming up until it is released.  To release it is not that difficult, it is in acknowledging it and owning it that the difficulty lies.  This stuff has been buried because people find it too painful to acknowledge.  Please call on us in the spiritual realms to help you with the intense discomfort that these arising issues can stir up.  Remember, you are never alone!  Separation, as modern physics has clearly demonstrated, is impossible.

The Oneness that is God, and all of His divine Creation, means that you always have loving beings close at hand to help and comfort you in moments of fear or stress.  Those beings, those who are not in form, are free to embrace and support you no matter where you are and no matter what you are experiencing, and they very much want to do so.  Many of you have loved ones – children, grandchildren, parents, grandparents, siblings – for whom you would do anything when they are in need.  Well, you all have teams of supporters here in the spiritual realms who feel the same way about you.  You are all beautiful and wonderful beings of Light, children of God, who appear to be encased in human form and severely limited by that form.  And of course, that form is severely limiting, but You are not, except when you identify yourself exclusively with that human form, as so many do.

Going within daily, and communing with the Love and the Light that resides there with you, helps you to become aware that you are indeed far more than you seem to be when you observe and identify with your human bodies.  You are V A S T, but enclosed within a human form that is very hard for you to realize, accept, and know, even if you feel that you understand it intellectually.

Knowing yourselves is a major aspect of your awakening process.  Not your human identity – name, family, age, sex, workplace skill or profession – but your divine identity as One with your Creator.  And you come to know this through time spent within, open to the Love that resides there and which is your true nature, and by accepting It’s loving embrace without the self-disparagement you engage in when you see yourself as “not good enough, worthless, a sinner, a person that nobody, not even God, could love.”  You are and always will be the dearly beloved children of God, created perfect, in His Image and Likeness, and that state is forever unchanging.

What you disparage and dislike about yourselves is your egoic side, the part of you that judges, and then condemns what it judges.  But that is always self-judgment, even if it is disguised by being projected out onto another whom you perceive as wrong, bad, or misbehaving by the standards that you have set for yourselves as the right way to live and behave.  Standards that, as you perceive them, you are always falling short of.  And that perception is frequently so painful that you bury or deny it, and then turn your perception outwards to judge and condemn others, who are but reflections of what you dislike or hate about yourselves.

Because of your severely limited abilities as humans, and the resultant negative self-judgments you make of yourselves, you suffer!  Please, I ask you, be kind and loving to yourselves.  You know, deep within, that you are One with Source, and that therefore you are an eternal being of Light and of Love.  Be Yourselves, be the Love that You are, and share and extend that Love with everyone with whom you have any kind of interaction throughout the day.  That is precisely why you chose to on Earth as a human in this age of apparent ceaseless conflict, pain and suffering.

You are Love, each and every one of you, and you are on Earth to demonstrate Love in action in every moment, because when you do you have a major effect on not only those you know, love, meet, think about, and interact with for even the briefest moment, but also on the whole of humanity, providing essential assistance to all in the awakening process.  You are greatly needed to share and extend the Tsunami of Love that the divine Mother instigated to bring humanity back Home by awakening from the illusion that has, over the eons, caused so much pain and suffering to all of humanity.

Do not allow your egoic personas to persuade you that you can do nothing, that you are wasting your time, that you are ineffectual, because that is simply not true.  As the divine children of your ever-loving Father, the effect you have is enormous!  Don’t forget that, you do know it is true – how could it be otherwise? – and continue to set the intention each day to be only loving wherever you are and whatever you are doing.  Your commitment to this divinely set task is absolutely essential.  You are bringing humanity out of the nightmare that is the illusion, and Home to Reality where you will all experience once more the utter joy of being permanently in the loving Presence of your Father, Whose Love for you knows no bounds.

Commit to Love! Come alive, and wake up to the wonder of being Real, of being One, of being not separate but inseparable, and totally relish the peace and unmitigated contentment of that, which as you well know, is your natural and eternal state of existence.

With so very much love, Saul.

Saul Audio Blog for Friday September 22nd.

Humanity is on a roll!  You already know that because I have told you before, but I very much want to reemphasize this point.  Enormous changes are happening right now, as you read or listen to this, all across the planet.  And I am not talking about the political, seismic, or weather events that are well reported on by most of the media, but about spiritual events that are having a very powerful effect on all of humanity in preparation for the awakening.

You must trust in the divine plan and hold your Light on high, as you have been doing, but please further intensify your intent to be only loving in every situation.  As you well know, “Love changes everything,” just as the song says, but you have to engage with It, walk your talk, and be the Love that is your true nature.

Decide now to bypass your egos and your emotional reactions, and approach every interaction with another, no matter who it may be, with Love, and only Love.  You can do it, easily, if you choose to do so, but many are so accustomed to operating from or through their egos that when they come out of their inner space where they have been meditating, relaxing in the field of divine Love, or praying, they simply fall back into their normal ego-driven mode of living.

Make the attitudes and behaviors that you embrace and engage with when you go within, to your holy inner altar or sanctuary, the ones from which you operate in daily life.  Be aware!  Then you will be able to hold your emotional or egoic reactions to people or situations in check before they express themselves through you, allowing you instead to respond lovingly in every now moment.  Your egos may well suggest that you are being weak, ineffectual, and impractical, but deep within yourselves you know that this is not the case.  And you will see that what you are doing is extremely effective.

You have all been following your spiritual paths, reading and listening to spiritual messages, and attending webinars and workshops in order to develop spiritually.  Now you need to put what you have learned into practice every day in your daily lives.  Treat everyone lovingly, there is no room here to make exceptions.  This does not mean discarding your own intuitive knowing in order to maintain the peace.  It means that you operate lovingly from who you truly are – Love – letting go of judgment or the need to defend yourselves, and being at peace no matter how others may behave.  You cease to react!

Conflict arises from judgment and reactions to it, and it never resolves the issue that has been judged or the reaction to that judgment.  If you want to live in peace you can only do so by being peaceful.  There is no other option.  Peacefulness is part of your true nature, but when you collectively chose to experience separation from Source you also chose to accept conflict into your lives.  You make choices about conflict in every moment of your human existence – either to engage in conflict or to refrain from conflict.  You can even live in a war zone and be at peace, while lovingly assisting those who are injured and in pain.  It is always your choice.

There appears to be an enormous amount of ongoing conflict on your beautiful planet at present, and there is.  You can ignore it, engage with it – physically by being present and taking part, or emotionally by judging the sides involved as right or wrong and choosing which one to support in arguments and discussions – or lovingly understand that those involved in any way whatever are themselves in great pain and are crying out for Love.  Conflict is always a cry for Love coupled with a refusal to accept It when It is offered.  Those engaged in conflict have an intense need to be right, and to judge their enemies as evil and undeserving of any rights or mercy, because what they perceive in those enemies are merely reflections of their own denied and intense self-hatred.

As you well know, from your spiritual readings and practices, those who refuse to withdraw from conflict or to offer their enemies a chance to withdraw, are themselves in great fear – expressed violently as justified anger.  They want only Love, but are unable to trust that It will be given them if they open their hearts to receive It, believing themselves unworthy of It.  What one believes is what one experiences, so if someone is unable to trust, that someone will not find trust, and this will only confirm his or her belief that people are untrustworthy.

Humanity has endured eons of conflict, with all the pain and suffering it causes, while trying to prove that the various nations, ethnicities, cultures, and political and religious creeds that they support and believe in are right, while those of the ones with whom they are in conflict are wrong.  What is now happening in many places on Earth is that many are deciding to trust in order to try to establish a state of peace, whether in personal relationships or in international ones, because they can finally see very clearly that nothing else works.

This is a major turning point in your history.  Collectively you are choosing to reject conflict and find peace through open and nonjudgmental discussion.  This is occurring at the grass roots level of society in many nations across the planet.  Your so called leaders and the media have yet to catch up with this ongoing sea change in attitudes and behaviors.  Soon they will realize that their conflict rhetoric is completely unappealing to those they would rule and control, and their influence and power will dissipate as new leaders appear to replace the rhetoric of fear and violence with meaningful and powerful ideas that will enable serene and harmonious discussion to take place.  Discussion that will honor all involved without judging or disparaging anyone.

Everyone should and will be heard, and should have their opinions respected whether or not they are agreed with.  In these new types of discussion it is essential that while people’s personal beliefs are not disparaged they should also not be allowed to derail the discussions due to a person’s inflexibility and refusal to see the bigger picture.  As I have remarked before, fixed beliefs lead to conflict, however, everybody has some inflexible beliefs, often so deeply ingrained that they are unaware of them until they are called on them.  This arises either from unawareness or from the unthinking “we have always done it this way” attitude, and it does make bringing essential changes about very difficult.

If all would acknowledge that they do indeed have some inflexible or deeply held beliefs and then agree to look at them creatively without any need to defend them or be ashamed of them, discussions of issues and problems that need resolution would be far more productive.  All want peace, but until now peace has been sought “on my terms,” whatever those may be, and that can never work because it dishonors and disrespects the other.

As you well know, you, humanity, are all One.  Therefore to engage in any kind of conflict, either verbal or physical with anyone, is an attack on oneself, and that is clearly insane.  This is what is beginning to be recognized in many areas of the world, and that is why these spiritual events are occurring.  Be part of them by choosing to be only loving wherever you are and in whatever situations you find yourselves, and by so doing help enormously in humanity’s awakening process.  That is why you chose to be on Earth in human form at this moment.  Go within, ask for spiritual guidance from whomever in the spiritual realms you feel most comfortable calling upon, and then act upon it, knowing, as you most certainly do deep within yourselves, that this is the task for which you so lovingly and willingly volunteered when you chose to incarnate.  Then feel the deep inner peace that envelops you as you do just this.

With so very much love, Saul.

Saul Audio Blog for Wednesday September 13th.

We commune with you, and the many other channels presently incarnate as humans on Earth, because the messages that you receive and share greatly assist the Grand Awakening process by conveying to many the divine plan for humanity.  All on Earth at this point in your spiritual evolution, whose purpose is to lead you Home to Oneness, chose and volunteered to be human in order to take part in the awakening by dissolving the veil you had inserted between yourselves and Reality.

It truly is only a veil, a very thin and insubstantial veil, that seems to separate you from Reality.  The conflicts and chaos that you see around the world are but the foundations of the illusion collapsing as humanity becomes increasingly aware of the insanity with which it presents you daily and chooses to support it no longer.  It is extremely important that you continue daily to renew your intent to be only loving no matter how difficult the situations in which you may find yourselves during your daily lives.

You are all part of the divine plan, and the plan is that you dissolve the illusion and awaken into Reality – the state of knowing that you are One with God, Source, All That Is – where you have your eternal existence in joyful and harmonious communion with all of God’s divine creation in the infinitely vast field of Love that is God, and is All that He has created.

As you wait expectantly for humanity’s Grand Awakening, you do know that it is really going to happen.  Deep within everyone is the knowing that you are One with Source, that only Source is Real and that all else that you experience is illusory.  Your egos and the illusion seem absolutely real to you because it is their purpose to appear undeniably real to you, and by believing in them you reinforce your sense of separation because you see what you believe in – vast numbers of separate beings, things, planets, stars, galaxies, and universes. Your physical human forms have extremely limited senses and intelligence with which to investigate and understand the illusion.

However, modern physics has shown conclusively that everything – yes, absolutely everything – is connected to everything else, that there is no separation and that physicality is illusory.  The seeming physical world is in fact just a virtual reality, something that you experience within and then project out collectively to where you can be aware of it with your physical bodies.  Mystics from every denomination of religious or spiritual practice have also found this to be so.  When you have become accomplished meditators you too will experience momentary sensations of being vast, of being One, and all your doubts will then fall away.

You are in the Presence of God in every moment of your eternal existence, but due to the severely limited abilities of your human bodies you remain unaware of this because the veil hides Reality from you.  Your awakening is the removal or dispersal of that misty and ephemeral screen so that you can return into full awareness of your divine nature, fully alive and permanently at peace in the divine Presence.

God is Love, infinite and unconditional Love, and within that infinitely vast field all of creation is lovingly held and embraced without the slightest moment of interruption. As you have so often been told: “There is nowhere else.”

You collectively made the choice to attempt to separate from Source, which is quite impossible, and as a result found yourselves in an unreal or insubstantial environment that despite its unreality appears to be extremely substantial.  Whatever you experience that is not in complete alignment with Love is unreal and illusory, notwithstanding the pain and suffering that you undergo.

By spending time intentionally within yourselves each and every day, at your holy inner altar or sanctuary, where Love resides in every moment of your eternal existence, you strengthen your spiritual connection, enabling it to show you glimpses of Reality even though you have inserted that veil between you and It in order to hide from It.  Those brief glimpses, which you will never forget, are what will sustain you when you are overcome with doubts about Reality, God, Source, and are asking yourselves:  “How could there be a God when there is so much suffering and conflict in the world?”

As your strength in your faith in God builds through this daily practice you will be able to overcome and dissolve all doubts, whether your own or those of others, that attempt to persuade you that your belief and faith in God are distractions from living sensibly and practically as a human on Earth.  And of course you can see quite clearly that those who cling to that belief and strive to make it real for themselves are not at peace, while for the most part you are, because you know that all that separates you from Source is a thin and diaphanous veil which is in the process of dissolving like morning mist.

Your awakening is inevitable, as you have been told so many times, but it is you who will do the awakening, and you will make the choice to awaken at precisely the right moment.  You are not going to be shaken awake by anyone else.  It is your daily time within at your inner sanctuary that will present you with the opportunity to do so, and it will keep on presenting it to you until you accept it and act on it.

You have free will, as you well know, even though at times you doubt it, and sometimes even believe that your emotions control you.  They do not!  When your emotions appear to be controlling you it is because you have chosen not be responsible for your thoughts, words, actions, or behaviors, and have given your power away to your egos which always operate from fear.

Remember, fear is just an absence of Love, but there is only Love, so there can never be an absence of It.

Fear is the result of your choice not to open your hearts to the Love which envelops you in every moment of your eternal existence.  Love patiently waits for you to choose to open to It, and it will wait until you do so, as you inevitably will.  It is impossible to remain permanently closed off to Love, Mother/Father/God, Source, because It is what you are, It is your true nature, It is the life force that flows through you and is you in every moment, relentlessly and unceasingly.  Without it you would not exist, you would be neither conscious, unconscious, or dead, you just would not be.  But you are because God created you, and that will never change!

With so very much love, Saul.