God’s love for His creation, including humanity, is beyond, way beyond your powers of imagination while you remain in the dream. Nevertheless you do know and accept that you are loved, that He is always with you, and that abandonment is an impossible illusion you made for yourself at the moment of apparent separation.
In the illusory world that you perceive yourselves as inhabiting, many conflicting energies are flowing which affect your perception in a variety of ways as they interact and play with your emotions. Underneath all this upheaval and disturbance you very much want, desire, and intend peace, harmony, and love to be the basic and unshakeable foundations of your environment. The divine Light within you — eternally and inextinguishably present — constantly reminds you that that is what you experience at home in the Presence of God, your loving Father.
You seek it in the world you have made, but you cannot find it because that world is an insubtantial decaying non-reality, and what you seek is permanent, perfect, and changeless. There is no point at which reality and and illusion meet or interact because what is unreal does not, and never has, existed. To return home you must awaken and release all thought, all perceptions of the hellish dream in which it seems you live. The Holy Spirit, your guides, and your angels are with you always to help you out of the nightmare of pain and suffering you have made, and to guide you home. But you must be willing to release the anger, judgment, hate, fear, and righteousness that chain you to the illusion.
Forgive yourself, forgive others, forgive others, forgive yourself, forgive events, forgive, forgive. While you hold on to resentment and judgment you leave no room for love in your hearts. Loving others only if they cease hurting, offending, or victimizing you does not work. Perceiving others attacking you is projection, and is a belief in the illusion and separation. All are one. You can only hurt or love yourself. And alternating between hurt and love is impossible, as there is only love. To experience anything other than love proves that you are engaging in, playing with the illusion, and closing your hearts to love. Love is one with compassion and forgiveness because it is total, all-encompassing.
While you judge the world and all its pain and suffering as being unacceptable, you cannot avoid being part of it. Your judgment rebounds on you in pain and confusion as you try to understand what cannot be understood. The solution to every perceived problem is love. Only offer love. Of course it can be refused, but only in the illusory reality where so many seek revenge or recompense for perceived slights or insults.
Love is all pervasive; where it is there is nothing else. It is God, All That Is. There is no place where It is not. So open your hearts, release all perceptions that you have of pain, suffering, discord, and disharmony, which are totally unreal, and welcome Love and be at one with God.
With so very much love, Saul.