Living in your illusory reality is extremely confusing for you as there are so many conflicting rules and beliefs which of course are also illusory. You can choose to attempt to live a totally egoic self-centered life, a life of total service, or a combination of the two, and that too is illusory. Nothing happens, nothing is going on, it is all make-believe. Yes, it is very convincing make-believe as your bodies experience cold and heat, hunger and thirst, pain and suffering, emotional upheaval, attack, betrayal, and finally abandonment into death.
God is infinite all-encompassing unconditional Love, Whose only Will is your infinite happiness. You believe in Him and you believe the illusion is real. Surely you must be able to understand that that is completely insane? How could your infinitely loving Father create such an unrelentingly hostile environment, deposit you in it, then withdraw, and, from a distance, spend time (also part of the illusion!) observing your suffering, listening to your anguished prayers, and imperiously demanding and accepting sacrifices?
HELLO! God is Love, and He Is All That Exists! The reality that you, as sentient beings in human form, are experiencing cannot possibly be anything other than the most cruel and sadistic nightmare; it is in fact an imaginary concept that you have dreamt into existence for your own diversion or amusement. Even the shortest period spent in rational thought considering your situation must convince you of its unreality, of the total impossibility of such an existence. Many of you have simply turned the logic upside down, and believe the illusion is real but that there is no God. It certainly makes much more sense than believing that the illusion is real and that God demands that you live in it, pay Him obeisance and offer Him sacrifices.
It truly is time for you to wake up and release yourselves from your nonsensical illusion, so that you may once more delight in the wonder of Heaven, your eternal home. In order to awaken you have to detach yourselves from the beliefs, the emotions, and the concepts that anchor you there – that you are unworthy sinners; that you have been unfairly treated; that others deserve punishment and that you deserve recompense – and from the myriad other complaints and judgments to which you are clinging so tenaciously.
God loves each and every one of you because you are His perfect children living with Him in perfect harmony, forever. As long as you see any of your brothers or sisters as unworthy of your love, as unforgivable, or as superior or inferior beings, you are making judgments that are not yours to make. In the illusion your vision is severely clouded by these antagonistic attitudes which prevent you from seeing the perfection and beauty that is your sister or brother, and which is also a reflection of you. God and all that He creates is absolutely perfect, so you, as God’s Creations, must be perfect. The sins, the imperfections that you see in yourselves and others just do not exist except in your tiny and insane imaginations where you focus almost all of your attention.
It is essential that you very consciously intend to see in every sentient being the divine beauty that is eternally present within them. Look for that loving spark within them and expect to find it, and seek it and find it within yourselves where it is always present. Your failure to see it is due to the unnatural and misguided attention you pay to the non-existent but fascinating distractions that you keep imagining you can see in the illusion that you have made. Let them go. Attend to the divine spark in yourselves and others, and prepare to awaken into the Glory that is God.
With so very much love, Saul.