Humanity’s awakening process is proceeding apace. At the beginning, many eons ago, it was slow and arduous for you, but now it is like a river flowing rapidly in full flood, sweeping all before it to the Ocean – Reality, Heaven, your eternal Home – and it is utterly unstoppable. Let go of your doubts and anxieties, which tempt you either to try to swim upstream, or at the very least, arrest your progress by holding on to outdated attitudes and behaviors that no longer serve you. Release all that unloving emotional baggage which weighs you down, seems to be dragging you down, and skim along in exhilaration like surfers or water-skiers on the surface of this tide of Love as you race towards the Ocean where the most magnificent welcome awaits your swift and certain arrival.
Dear Light-bearers and wayshowers, sisters and brothers, siblings, children of God, do not allow your doubts and anxieties to discourage or alarm you. Over the eons, you have endured much suffering and many disappointments which have left you with deep emotional scars, and the “stuff” that is arising for many of you now is old, very old, and just needs to be recognized and released. There is no need to investigate its origins; the past is well and truly gone. What you are experiencing — and it can be very uncomfortable and unsettling — are the scattered remnants of old and half-forgotten memories, fragments of misused energy. You are effectively in the process of “spring cleaning,” and as you enter rooms that have been closed off for a long time, opening doors, windows, drapes, and blinds, all the dust and debris (frozen energy) which has accumulated over time, gets stirred up. And indeed, there is an amazing quantity of it! It contains nothing of any value; it simply needs to be discarded, deposited on the compost heap so that its energy can be recycled, returned to the pristine state of beauty with which it shone before it became corrupted through eons of conflict and confusion.
Energy is power and can be used to drive many beliefs, philosophies, social movements, or campaigns which can have widely differing aims, and over the eons this has led you into many conflicts. The stuff that so many of you now have rising into your conscious awareness are the remnants of the emotions that were stirred up long ago when you became engaged in these often-painful activities. You are in a space where forgiving and releasing can occur easily and quickly if you choose to allow it, and doing so lets in the Light, your Light, shining with brilliance and beauty on all that lies before It. The memories of who you truly are will then come pouring in, filling your hearts with joy and wonder, as the old fragments which you have effectively been hoarding melt away.
As you know, your divine destiny is to awaken into Reality. And that destiny, which is inevitable and unavoidable, will bring you nothing but joy. Holding on to old memories of victimhood, unjust punishment, shaming, or suffering that you may have undergone, or any desire for restitution made available to you by judgment from a “higher power” that condemns others for wronging you – even if it is simply a desire on your part for them to know that they have wronged you – simply delays your awakening. Let go of all that is unloving and speed towards your awakening.
Love is all-encompassing and can bear no grudges, It knows not what grudges are. It embraces and accepts all, unconditionally. The intensity of Love overwhelms; in fact, It terrifies those who would judge or condemn, and they flee from Its presence in complete disarray because It is utterly uncompromising in Its acceptance of the good in all that has been created. It neither sees nor acknowledges anything else. What is not good does not exist, so judgment and condemnation do not exist, and that is a fearful realization for those who would engage with it, which is why they flee from the purity of Love.
When you release all that old emotional baggage — baggage that you have been carrying with you for eons as evidence of the multitudinous mistreatments that you have suffered — the sense of lightening that you experience will absolutely astound you. You will think: “It was only justifiable memories that I needed so that I knew who I was, for without my memories who am I? I need my photograph albums, they are too precious to lose or discard.” But truly you do not, because you are about to awaken into the infinite wonder of our Father’s divine Presence, Reality, where you will know without the slightest shadow of a doubt precisely who you are, and you will revel in that knowledge eternally.
With so very much love, Saul.
Thank you for weaving light from Love within multidimensional joy and harmonic Mosaic that is warming, and yet, so cool, so all that’s left of us seems a fresh breeze of gentle, kind compassion.
Immersion within Love Ocean reveals this light weaving from Living Water’s Heavenly astronomy, as we coalesce within collective compassion more as effulgence, reflecting our inclusive life and love for each other.
Healing; healing; healing; our gentle souls together within this Loving cocoon intention, is weaving enlightening Love, herein, while transforming language into lyric’s celestial melody within this, our Heavenly synchronicity.
thank you so much for this message. and after reading it, i have a question that has been weighing me down…..and living with lots of doubt and anxiety and feeling unable to release those energies. i hurt someone really badly last year, hurt them very deeply. i have forgiven myself for the most part (took a lot of personal inquiry and growth to do that) but they are unable to forgive me as of yet. i understand that, but it (the issue, the hurt) keeps coming up again and again, and nothing i say or do has made a difference….this person is so hurt that they can’t forgive me, a person i speak to daily. i’m not sure what to do with that kind of energy. it was my fault, i caused deep pain, and these are the consequences of that action…..but how do i “release” that pain (for Both of us) that cycles up daily. i don’t know how to just “let it go” when i’m the one who caused the pain. at the same time, it’s becoming so hard for me to move forward because they cannot forgive me. does anyone who reads this blog have any thoughts on this type of situation?? this is a very important person in my life, and i believe that what happened (this issue) was a karmic issue and that’s why it happened…..but i feel so stuck because the other person is unable to heal from the pain of what i caused……………..? i’m having a very hard time finding peace with this.
Dear Iahna~
The feelings you describe are certainly a familiar part of the human condition – we all feel hurt, we all cause hurt, intentionally or not. There isn’t one among us who cannot empathize with your pain, and the pain of the person in your acquaintance.
Here is what I know for sure (and, of course, you know this too): The only gifts you can offer in this situation are, (1) a sincere, humble apology that comes straight from the heart, and, (2) daily, consistent offerings of love, kindness, and patience. The love you offer to the other person without letup or condition will heal you both.
Of course, the other person has the choice whether to receive it and forgive, but few can resist the aforementioned formula. Continue to give love, dear Iahna, both to the other person and to yourself. To quote from “A Course in Miracles”, “And every thought of love you offer him but brings you nearer to your wakening to peace eternal and to endless joy.”
What a grand thing it is indeed that you have seen your error and you desire to correct it! This is love in action. Choose Peace and it will come.
With love from my heart to yours, Rhonda 🙂
thank you for taking the time to share this with me Rhonda. i have been using this formula to the best of my abilities and also continue to pray for healing and resolution for us both….i imagine there are many lessons inside of this for each of us, it’s just been so unbelievably painful to Not be able to “fix this”. there is wisdom and grace in simply choosing peace….so…..thank you for that. *~ Iahna
Bless yo Iahna, I do not know if I can help but I would like to try. You say that you are in contact with this person on a daily basis. Even though you have done a lot of work on yourself you still seem to be ‘drawn back’ into this negative energy/cycle. Perhaps this other person unconsciousely or consciously is drawing you back in to re-inforce their hurt for some reason. Perhaps they have a problem letting go or are they enjoying the fact that you are still in their clutches?. Would it be possible for you to move away from this person for a while? To re-align and balance your energy. You have gained a lot of inner strength from this experience Iahna. Trust your inner guidance, you are a beautiful being. Clarity will come. Let it be. There is nothing you can do or say to this person, they have to deal with how they are feeling in their own way. Love your self and send them loving thoughts to help them on their journey. I hope this has helped.xx
thank you Teresa….yes, my dear, it is helping….it is helping to have other peoples perspective on this…..i have been carrying this burden in such a concentrated way and just decided to reach out. i know we are all going thru so many layers of karma, release, soul contracts etc these days, and i can only believe that there is a grander purpose to this most painful mistake…. yes i do feel like i keep getting drawn back into the negative energy cycle, but more so because i have so much love for this One and feel, i guess, maybe that it’s part of my punishment for what i did (?)….. but i also resonated with what you said re: Perhaps this other person unconsciousely or consciously is drawing you back in to re-inforce their hurt for some reason. maybe i simply have to be with the Not knowing for now….”Clarity will come”, yes, i believe that it will, eventually….. and to answer your question….”no” i cannot move away from this One, so that is part of the process i guess. thank you for your perspective on this……*~Iahna
Dear Iahna,
All I know is that you are only responsible for yourself. You have apologized and you have forgiven yourself, this is all you can do. We can only hurt another person if they allow themselves to be hurt. Ask AAMichael for all cords to this person to be cut so that you can be released from their energy. This person is holding you in an energy pattern of blame and guilt, perhaps not consciously. Ask for the Violet flame to surround you and this person to transmute all discord into love. Peace and love to you, Lisa
thank you for sharing this with me Lisa…..solid wisdom and advice.
that was a necessary reminder:::.we are only responsible for ourselves::::& :::::we can only hurt another person if they allow themselves to be hurt:::::(sometimes tricky to grasp that one, but i get it). also, thank you for reminding me about cutting cords & the violet flame….. really really sweet of you to offer your thoughts to me. *~Iahna
Much appreciation for the loving perspective and encouraging, empowering, uplifting support Saul contributes to our process of ascension, and as much appreciation for John to generously share and to facilitate Saul’s desire to reach us in this way ~ a way that serves to override much of the ego interference of which we still tend to be prone through strictly inner-communication with our multidimensional Guides and Friends. Namaste
WOW! Astounding message. Thank you Saul and John. Namaste.
Dear Saul and John,
I’m weeding out all kinds of things in the 3d world, even though it causes me some anxiety. I have been an online activist, signing and sending petitions out to address all the problems, pain and suffering in the world. I have read that we are turn our attention to what we want, rather than the 3d situations, so I am trying this. Your messages are one of the ones I keep, as they do keep my vision on the new reality.
Thank you so very much.
In love,
Shannon
lahna, It is possible by being absolutely truthful, not only to this person but most importantly to yourself. I feel if you go inside and find out what made you hurt someone else, it will ease the pain. Also if when you arrive to that truth of why you said or did what you did, then perhaps asking for their forgiveness might help. If they are still unforgiving, then you need to let it go. Your complete understanding of what motivated you to hurt is essential and complete forgiveness of yourself…..if after that the situation still remains murky then they need to look within also, and you could suggest that to them. But then you need to let it go and detach. You must keep digging within and go to the very bottom of this issue.
I hope this has shed some Light on the subject.
Love…..
i can really feel what you are saying here Ray…so many layers to peel back and more work to be done. thank you for offering this to me. >>truth & complete understanding of “why”. >>forgiveness. >> detachment. i will strive for this. many thanks & blessings to you for sharing this with me. *~Iahna
Iahna: We cannot realease another’s pain, only ours. I sense that this person has chosen, on a higher level, to help you with the great task of learning self-forgiveness, since that ability is all-important. [Since we all choose our path/relationships, on a Soul level, prior to incarnating.] The statement you made about how hard it’s been for you to accomplish this (that you’re still “suffering”, etc) is testament to how important an accomplishment this is for you. With great challenges come great advancement! God bless you and best of everything in your endeavors. Believe in yourself! ❤
Christie, thank you. gosh what a very very interesting suggestion re: “the great task of self forgiveness” and how important that is, that truly resonates with me. i don’t doubt that we are helping each other out with major spiritual lessons in this life-time, but wow, the actuality of the pain from a human standpoint has been so debilitating around this particular person/issue, and not being able to “fix it”…….i know in my heart that we cannot release another person’s pain, but just feeling the guilt of causing the hurt has been tough for me to release…. i feel that there are so many lessons inside of this for both of us, and it keeps coming up as a thought bubble, that TRUE forgiveness is really the only way to get through this (and the TRUTH as to why i did it in the first place)…..but you put a special high-light on the SELF forgiveness. i can see that that would be an important lesson to learn. thank you. *~Iahna
Thank you,
You remind me of the hope i have, that will become knowing.
Time to get my surf board out.
Love who you are, wonderful.
Iahna: maybe this words from Jeshua Ben Joseph would help you:
“Truly, you have never made a mistake.
You have made choices and then you have felt the result of those
choices, but it was never a mistake. It was always for the purpose of
expressing and experiencing the divine Self of the creative One.
So you have never truly made any mistakes and you have never truly
sinned the way you’ve been taught generationally, that you have sinned
and therefore you have to atone for your sins. The only sin that you
have to atone for is the sin of forgetting that the atonement is the
at-One-ment and that I Am One with my enlightened Self. I am light and
free. And it is not a sin in the definition that the world has given
you. It is a temporary forgetting. And in that moment of remembering
that truly nothing has been ever wrong, you are free. You do not have
to judge yourself.
And a most wonderful thing is that others are on their journey and
they are experiencing and expressing that which they have set out for
themselves and the parameters that they have set for themselves, and
so you do not judge them.
You are free. You don’t have to be burdened down with judgments. You
may see things that you would say, “Well, that’s not what I would
choose to do, but for them it is the right thing, because they want to
know the completion with it. They want to know what’s down that road.”
So therefore you do not stop them from going down that road. You may
say to them, “Hey, I’ve been down that road; it ain’t so pretty.” But
you may not, because you allow them.
If you were to stop them from going down that road-and truly you cannot
-they would come back another incarnation and do it anyway. So you
might as well just know that they are the masters choosing their own
destiny and that their greater Self is enlightened even though they
may not realize it or they may not feel it.
But for all of you, blessed art thou, because you are realizing, you
are making real in your conscious awareness the Oneness of the divine
Self and how light that can feel; how you can go free no matter what
you have felt the past to be, no matter what you feel you have to make
up for. You are free, and the past is past.
From this moment forward, go as the enlightened one, laugh; laugh at
the foibles of choices you have made. Look at the person you have been
and love that person. Laugh at the choices that have maybe led you to
a place where you felt that you’ve made a mistake or that you weren’t
as good as somebody else or as good as you could have been, should
have been, would have been. Laugh at that one and say, “Wow! You are
such an expert creator.”
Judith Coates
that made me cry Rosa….oh my gosh. i need to copy that and keep it close to my heart. thank you. that was perfect to share. love love love to you. *~Iahna.
I also feel that the “wronged” person might have lessons of forgiveness to learn and you are a catalyst for this happening for them. Stay strong, understand that we are responsible only for ourselves. Others have walked and entirely different path that is not ours. Take care of you, it appears the advice you have received here will take you to another level to a more comfortable spot. Sometimes, special people only pass through our lives, pass through our lives for years only to eventually leave for other experiences.
You have done what you can, so it might just be time to move forward, and possibly soon, this other person will join you in the river’s flow and find forgiveness for the hurt that was caused.
Please let go of an guilt in your actions. Everything happens for a reason and we may never know why something happened the way that it did. You have apologized and now the ball is in the other’s court. Breathe…
Love, light and a big hug of fortitude to continue to carry your special light.
dear Pupma, yes i must say that this issue (soul lesson) of forgiveness, both self forgiveness and (perhaps for them) forgiveness of others, is very much resonating with me…. that and being very clear and truthful with myself as to why i did what i did in the first place.
i HAD (past tense) been so weighed down with this that i was starting to obsess on what it would be like if i just took my own life….how, when, where…..dark dark thoughts that kept crawling through my mind. i know i would never have the courage to do that, but none the less, very disconcerting. so when i say “thank you”…it is very heartfelt (to you and all the others who replied)…. i can truly feel your “big hug of fortitude” and i am SO grateful. thank you. *~Iahna
John I would reblog this to my site but I don’t get the traffic you do. However, may I put this post in my blog for today? http://just4ublogdotcom.wordpress.com/
Apparently we are on the same page. i just finished a post that essentially says the same thing only in a different, more blunt way. Yours is beautifully put.
Hi Sojournerbe,
Feel free to reblog, as you long as you do NOT edit or alter, and provided you quote the source (https://johnsmallman.wordpress.com)
John.
Thank you 🙂
IAHNA, I´m so happy reading your answer!
“It is all a comedy. Your world teaches you that it is a tragedy and
that there is much to be wary of, many things that you have to weigh,
heavy things, and you have to make the right choices. “And how do I
make the right choice? I don’t even know what all the options are,”
you say. You don’t have to know all of the options. You just look
forward and you choose what feels lightest to you; no “shoulds” about
it.
“Wow! Can I really live in a world without ‘shoulds’? That’s a hard
one. I know that I should read a certain book. I know that I should
love my neighbor, that crazy neighbor who plays that loud music in the
middle of the night, that crazy neighbor that races up and down the
street with the hotrod at midnight, that crazy neighbor that never
mows his grass. I have to love that one?”
No, you don’t have to love that one. There is no “should” about it.
That one is the master who is living that experience, and how you see
it is up to you. He doesn’t care how you see it. I mean, if he did
care, he’d probably do something else. He doesn’t care; why should
you? Let him make his own choices, go down that road and see how it
feels. That is his choice, but it does not impinge upon your freedom.
You are free to feel light. You are free to feel enlightened, to know
joy. That is why I greet you every time we come together in great joy,
because I know that which you are, and that which you are is Light,
joyous Light, happy Light.” Jeshua ben Joseph
absolutely beautiful. luv much to u, for u carry the pure light to spread to others without words, just shining beauty. wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. all of holy.
I am pretty sure I’ve see this identical form of affirmation in other places, it should be gathering popularity using the world.
I truly love this message. It has a most energizing~healing effect upon its readers. God bless you, John and Saul. ♪♫